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Thursday, June 7, 2007
It had been very very long since i blogged! haha.. Hope this mood to blog will last long.. It had been mths i guess since i last blogged! tired and weary of the life in Rp.. Presentations after presentations! Give me a break man! And since i'm having my holiday! I was finally able to escape them! haha..
These days.. I had been thinking thru the things i had been doing and the things going around me...When i think about the friends i had.. A sense of... grief.. came into my heart..! Can anyone tell me what's the definition of friend or friendship? I felt that I had no longer have friends except the friends i had in church! When i'm in need, who can i turn to? When i needed someone to listen and talked to, who can i find.. when i need ppl to believe in me, who believed in me? I do not even know whether I myself is regarded as a friend to some of you.. Am i just that terrible to be a friend? I really hate this kind of feeling.. None understand me, all look at me on the surface.. No one i knew understands my heart.. I tried so hard to be a friend, but i got none trying to be mine..
I can only hope that there just still some of you that will still regard and treat me as a friend.. I'm not trying to get sympathy from you guys.. It's just something in my heart i wants to share.. I know it's my own fault not having friends.. Perhaps, i'm just a lousy person that no one likes to be with.. But i just hope that you guys will "one day" understand the things i going through... No one will be able to understand me, unless he/she experiences the things i'm goin thru.. I'm not trying to say i'm a person no one can understand.. But i mean the life i'm living is just very different from the life you guys are living.. unless u guys know the kind of life i live.. then you guys will only then understand the way i feel...
When i leave this earth.. i will ask myself, whether will i still remember all of you..?
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{3:00 PM|
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The guy
About Me
- Kef aka Jia Jun aka JJ
- 20 yrs old
- 10/03/89
- 3rd year RP student, Dip in Sports and Leisure Management
Likes
FAVES...
Chill out with friends
Spending quality time with myself
Reading self-help books
Enjoy music
Fashion
Desires?
Wishing List..
A for FYP
RU's biz to grow
Iphone
Mac Book
Good Camera
More Clothings
More friends
Girl of my heart =P
Tagboard
Friends
[[ W368 & W447 ]]
[x]CG Blog
[x]Jason Jiang
[x]Ying hua
[x]Li Xian
[x]Hui Xian
[x]Yi Qin
[x]Jeryee
[x]Yuen Leng
[[ Secondary Buddies ]]
[x]Chin Yang
[x]Chin Seng
[x]Shi Yun
[x]Ellen
[x]Nigel
[x]Yu Xuan
[x]Jia Qi
[x]Joen
[[ RP dudes and Babes ]]
[x]Jessica
Music
Reflection
Beautiful Memories
Credits
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Blogger|
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Contact Me
kef_harvester@hotmail.com [FB/MSN/twitter]