*None replied* *SIGH!*


Haix.. Whenever I needed people to accompany me, or to talk.. I always can't find even one, not a single one!! So sad case la! Not even one.. Haix.. If you guys think about it.. Whenever you guys or a friend needs me, am I always there no matter where I am, or what I'm doing.. If you guys dun believe, try me.. Just sms me you need someone to accompany, see if I will say a yes and rush down.. Seriously, I would.. Even at the own expense of my time or whatever.. To me, friends are like a part of me somehow.. I'm someone who will stand up for a friend against their enemies, and even to laying my life for them.. I'm always there for my friends.. If I said makes you feel unjust or feel I'm a liar.. I think ya is not really a close friend of mine.. I maybe not available sometime due to some things.. But if it's really serious, before you know it.. I'll already be there..


I'm seriously saddened when I look at my own friends, who's willing to stay by me? I seriously have no confidence of having an answer for that.. I'm confused! I'm tired! I'm depressed! But anyone knows or even cared! So what if on my surface I do not say or show anything? Did anyone went a extra mile to know what’s in my inner self? I can tell you an answer for that, it's an Out right "NO"! I always listen and help people in their problems, but who really listened to me? I had so much things I wanna share, but I just can't..


What I'm really sad about is, those who are close to me.. When I need them, somehow I just can't find them.. I really need just one, one is enough! I'm blogging this because, I really feel so frustrated.. And maybe gain some attentions or whatever from you guys.. I just wanna pour our my feelings and express the things going on in my heart.. Blog is for people to express their thoughts, and these are my thoughts and my feelings.. Hope to find friends later that who choose to be beside me when I need that! I just need one! And I hope it will be you! =)

Jia Jun

"Life without friends, is living a life without joy!"