I'm struck.. I'm lost..
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Hmmm.. I really duno what's wrong with me these days.. haix.. what the heck is happening? So mad and frustrated with myself.. What really got into my mind? Am i that desperate or what? i think you guys are confused too, what am i talking.. i don't know too.. feeling so random now..
Haix.. just suddenly, for the past few days, kept thinking of BGR stuffs..? Am i that despo or wad? What's wrong with me man.. i seriously wonder siax.. Haix.. kept looking back to the past.. some of you guys should know what i meant.. haha.. not going to publicly say it.. =) Haix.. Really need to get out this thinkings..
My prayer would be, "if i built God house, God will build my house.." Seriously, after so long of singlehood, it kind of strange to go into one relationship.. One reason i won't want one is, i would not have time to commit to her.. And i dun think i'm ready yet.. So i think, i would just give up my thoughts bah, they are just some useless and wishful thoughts.. No matter how tempted i am, who's not? God, my answer will still be, "i put you first in my life"..
Ok, sorry for all the whinings.. i feeel much better now.. Time to go and have my time with the Lord.. I just need to spend time with Him.. His my refuge, and my tower of strength..
"I lay down my all before you Lord.."
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{1:52 AM|
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- Kef aka Jia Jun aka JJ
- 20 yrs old
- 10/03/89
- 3rd year RP student, Dip in Sports and Leisure Management
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