No X'mas Spirit at all.. hmmm.. =(
Thursday, December 27, 2007
i think X'mas had just been over... This year is totally strange to me! No X'mas Spirit at all! haiz..
I think after so many years of X'mas.. this year is the most relax and boring one... In the past, when in this season of the year, i'm always busy and occupied with many things to do.. Going out with so many people, and stuffs.. But however, this year.. I got nothing to do, no ppl jio me out.. so boring, just imagine spending the X'mas eve and x'mas day alone at home, doing nth?
haiz.. i seriously wonder, where are all my friends? i think i have none, i dun need acquaintances.. I need not another cell grp leader, not another cell grp member, another zone member, nor another security bro.. All i need is another friend, not another "person" i know by status! I dun need some one that wants to have another friend! i want someone that is willing to be a friend! i wonder who are my friends, i can assure you this.. None understands and knows my heart.. ponder this and you will find it's true.. Do you know the real Jia Jun or the "jia jun" in surface? haiz... These words had been kept in my heart for a pretty long time.. i really want to express my feeling.. I can't stand to bottling my feelings anymore, if not i seriously will erupt!
i hate this feeling, i dun like all these things.. But man, i duno what to do anymore.. When i need someone to talk to, i find none that really can just listen and understand.. Who do you think you guys are to me? if you can give me an answer, but most prob i bet you can't.. I think it's my fault, i'm too hurt to accept myself, moreover you guys.. So, am i going to be a loner for life? haiz.. I'm really confused! Define love as friends to me, define friendship, define life with friends! I have so many "friends" but however, who are really friends to me? is it mutual or always single way? haiz.. define for me! tell me! As i say, i dun need a person who tries to be friends with me after this post, dun try to say this or that.. As i always say, prove it! words are cheap, actions are true!
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:31 PM|
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- Kef aka Jia Jun aka JJ
- 20 yrs old
- 10/03/89
- 3rd year RP student, Dip in Sports and Leisure Management
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