yo everyone..!! JJ is finally back to blog.. lol! hope you guys had missed me during this time of "MIA" period.. Ok, i abit bhb la, but i really wish you guys do! =)
Okay, i think this 2 weeks had been quite a tiring and challenging weeks.. i struggled with alot of stuffs, feeling of giving up had been in my mind.. but thank God, i finally walked out of it once again.. in life, it bound to up and downs.. but that's not the important part, the important part is that we can be like a "bu dao wong", whenever we fell, we can be like it and pick up ourselves and go on in life! I think Cheryl's post kind of reminded me what sebast had taught me in the past.. It's not about changes that matters, but the speed of it.. Sebast told me to be like a "bu dao wong"! It's like when it fell, it will immediately pick up itself and stand up right once again, everytime without fail.. He also taught me that, you need to very tough on the inside, until the point when rubber meets the rough roads, it can outlast it and have victories over it! It's anseriously time for me to really be a "bu dao wong"!
Another thing is, i'm very surprise of how a person can be very on fire and the next moment cold once again.. the speed of it is WOW.. what i wanna say is, what we input into our lives and inside our heads, will be what come sout of us! I think that pretty much sum up my lives in this 2 weeks, when i begin to seek God and His presence, I sow in my field of spirit, the input of God in my life began to produce a mighty output of fire and passion.. But the moment i turn from God and decide to seek the pleasure or the things of the world, my life turned a 180 degree around.. i become a more angry person and frustrated with almost everything! i loses my passion and began to turn cold and this happen in just a few hours time!! i think many of you experience this before and i'm sure you will experience it soon for those who had not.. But one thing i got to know while reading the harvest time, man i really encourage those who have it to really read and absorp the things in it!
In the page where's it's Rev Ulf talks about bearing of spiritual fruits.. i got a revelation from it.. seriously that revelation turn my life back to God once again.. He quote the verse, "Jesus is the vine and we are the branches, and apart from Him, we can do nothing" i think this is practical in life, especially for the christian.. let me illustrate to further explain my revelations.. just imagine now, that you are a branch.. lets say you are withering away or starts to dry up, in this instance, visualise that you are still connected to the vine. So as the verse say, if you abide in me, Jesus will abide in us.. this means that even if we are hurt, discouraged, or felling down or dry or even withering or bruised.. In palsms it said that, God won't strike a bruised branch, provide that it's still connected to the vine.. Like in a body, when our hands got bruised or hurt, what will happen is, anti-bodies begin to come to the part and start attacking the virus on the wounds right? plasma will come and wax up the wound to heal it.. the wounds still hurts but we can be sure that it will be healed right?
What's true in the natural is the same as the supernatural.. Jesus say abide in Him and He will abide in us.. As we stay connected to the vine, we can be sure that the strength we need to overcome our circumstances will come to us, the love we need to heal our wounds or hurts in our hearts will come, everything we need to get our lives back on track will come.. We will still experience the zoe life of God in our lives, and it will still flow in us and through us.. And finally Jesus say that we will bear much fruits.. But however, if we choose not to abide or connect to the vine we will die.. just like a hand stay disconnect from our body, it dies off or rot away.. We no longer able to have life from God.. No more strength, no more presence of God and most of all we lose the life of God in us, that will keep us going in every situations! So the thing i'm driving to is, stay connected to Jesus who is the true vine, no matter what happen.! you maybe feeling so down and feeling like you are so dry or even drying off, just continue to stay connected to Jesus.. You will get everything you need to have a breakthrough in your life and stay in the coverage of God in your life.. you will still have life, Jesus won't condemn you or forsake you when you are bruise or even at the verge of disconnecting from the vine.. if you stay connected to Him, i can ensure you that you will have you breakthroughs in Him.. He won't let you stay where you are but to bring you to the next level..!
I had gone through this process in my life, and i really thank God for the strength i find in Him.. Indeed, if God can do it to me.. He can do so much more for you too! So stay connected, if you do no disconnect, you are still a victor, and have victories in life! ! Jia you.. i'll update again real soon.. =)