Good, but yet bad.. haix..
Friday, August 10, 2007
Happy birthday Singapore! 42 years le.. still going strong, hope this nation will get stronger year by year! Seriously i'm wondering how's she gonna be after 20 years, 30 years or even 50 years time.. Ok.. forget it, it in the future, so no point brooding over it..
Yesterday, went out with the 5N2 ppl.. Xuan, Lun, Ellen, Joen, XY, JH, JX, LH.. It may just be only a few mths we never see each others.. Things had changed alot, i cant describe my feelings.. Maybe, i would say.. Not a nice feeling.. they seems like strangers to me, and I'm serious.. And i think it's me, i had changed alot.. For the worst i guess? Now i realised, i'm the one who becomes more and more negative and more anti-social.. And i had totally became another person.. I'm no longer myself.. And i duno why, I'm struggling very hard.. But who knows or cares anyway.? I'm tired of this life.. Sometime I just wish to end it off like that, but i wont..
Went to Suntec with them, walked aimlessly.. Which kind of made me fed up.. i duno why, my anger probs are surfacing again! So much problems with myself, and i had become so self-absorbed, self-centered.. Haix.. while searching for the queen, li hui.. she kind of turn some of us off.. It's like 8 of us goin all ard searching and looking for her! After we found her, she brought us to a cafe, manga cafe.. quite a nice place, quite cosy! They offered nice coffee with reasonable price.. Will be glad to drop by there if i have chances.. =) After that, tried to discuss where to eat.. Unpleasant things happened.. I know i did smth bad, almost ruined the gathering.. But i seriously damn fed up at that moment.. For me, i had difficulties in my financial areas, i compromised.. I think there is really a problem there man.. i know you have problems too, who doesnt? We can just chilled and settle things rite? If ya give shit when ppl offer kindness, what kind of manners do you carry? It really makes me mad.. I was superb fed up..
In the end, went to pepper lunch.. Ate rib eye steak..! The food was nice, drank beer for the first time.. Calsberg.. Not very bitter, quite nice actually.. Better than all of the alcoholic drinks i drank last time.. Some of you guys should know my story bah.. haha.. After that, wanted to play pool at marina.. But it was full, so decided to take bus to JE to play.. But reached there no bus, so went seat ard the sea.. Felt relaxed, thought of alot of things.. Tired, then went back home.. Reach the bus stop, no bus le.. Took a cab hm, sian.. The day just past, not a great day.. but at least we can meet up.. But i had a feeling, we might not meet again for some of us.. That maybe a the last.. but oh well, who knows rite?
Jia jun
"If in your life, you have 2 or more good friends.. You are counted blessed"
"AR.Bernard"
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{9:11 PM|
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About Me
- Kef aka Jia Jun aka JJ
- 20 yrs old
- 10/03/89
- 3rd year RP student, Dip in Sports and Leisure Management
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Chill out with friends
Spending quality time with myself
Reading self-help books
Enjoy music
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RU's biz to grow
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Mac Book
Good Camera
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Girl of my heart =P
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[x]Yi Qin
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[x]Yuen Leng
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[x]Chin Yang
[x]Chin Seng
[x]Shi Yun
[x]Ellen
[x]Nigel
[x]Yu Xuan
[x]Jia Qi
[x]Joen
[[ RP dudes and Babes ]]
[x]Jessica
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