Well.. I just passed a tough week. Thank God I'm still strong and ready to go. I rmb the promise i made with God. No matter what, or come what may, I'll never give up. Guys, it's not abt your fall that really matters, it's the speed of how you bound back on your feet and fight on. Don't stay there in self-pity, get out of where you are, and move on.
Ohhh.. The Bible study on friday was really really good.. I'm really glad I made it there, it really felt like Pst was talking to me all night. Man, i felt bad and great at the same time. haha. Yeah, currently in the winter season mode, it's not really a place i want to stay in. Well, God has His time and purpose for everything, I shall become stronger and closer with my walk with God. Faltering Love--> Mature Love. Let me start falling in Love again! =)
Youth camp coming, not really very excited for it though. But no matter what, shall go in and see what God's going to do. well, the camp is abt encounter with God, i hope I can meet God and be transformed in the camp. Anyway, hope to have fun with the people. This year is good, i don't need to serve, but to just be a camper and enjoy the camp. It's good in a way though! haaha..
Somehow or rather, in my heart, I just felt a deep displeasure. I don't understand why, but i got to get rid of it. perhaps, it's that "!@$#%#%@" in me that's making my emotions going thru the roller coaster ride again, for only it can make me feel such way. well, i want to move ahead, but i just got to overcome this. May God show me the way I need to go. =)
"Identify your experiences with the experiences Jesus had gone thru!"